i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

Posted on May 05, 2008 at 07:57 AM (UTC) ( about 5 years ago);
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so, i'm married. for the second and last time. but...not always happily. most of the time, yes...but sometimes i want/need MORE: -want to be told i'm fucking hot, totally fuckable, and still sexy at age 44. even if it's not really all that true any more (hell, i'm 44 and have had 2 kids!) -want to be wanted more than i want. sometimes want to want more than i'm wanted.  - want to be taken. just totally taken. by surprise. maybe even by a stranger.   so, here's my confession: i'm a white married mom of four who loves to party and still get my rock'n'roll on. i go to a punk concert and and later meet a younger and exceptionally hot black man who wants nothing more than to fuck me silly. drunk as i am, much as i want to...i say 'no can do, married, kids, blah blah blah.'  except...i make out with him in a back alley like we're teenagers. he gives me a fucking HICKEY, fer chrissake. i haven't had a hickey since high school. we don't actually have sex, not even sort of...just heavy kissing & copping a few feels now and then. still, we remain chaste as chaste can be when one of us is MARRIED.  so, a couple days pass where i feel alternately guilty and thrilled that a young 30-something single guy wants me. he texts my phone the next morning...while i'm still in the guilt phase...so i ignore it. try to pretend it didn't happen. the silly hickey is a 'curling iron burn'...and i try to forget. which works just fine until tonight, when my husband tells me he's horny but tired (subtext=kind of bored, too). So i answer the text, tell him to call me (embarrasingly, neither of us remembers each others name - just the lust, the want, the FUCK ME NOW feeling). Weirdly, that's ok with us both. We really just want to screw each other silly. So...what do i do? follow my fantasy? (in all my years as a single person, i've wanted to fuck a black man but never had the chance or the right man). i realize that this sounds horrible: i don't want to fuck him just b/c he's black, or just b/c he's younger than me, though those things play heavily into my fantasies... i want to fuck him because there is something i've lost in my marriage: this younger hot guy wants to worship me, wants to pay a kind of attention to me, and my pussy, that i think my husband has forgotton about. i want to fuck him to see him come: to worship him, his cock...something my husband now takes for granted. BUT. but. but. i'm not the kind of woman to have an affair, to cheat on a husband who loves me even once the sense of being cherished is gone. i know that is unsustainable in the long-term, but easy to achieve in the short, esp. with a man who knows he can never really HAVE ME, OWN ME, OR COUNT ON ME. goddammit, that's part of the thrill: I AM NOT YOURS. I do not belong to you any more than you belong to me. WE CAN JUST ENJOY EACH OTHER'S BODIES. he knows where we stand. i can't bring myself to tell my husband my fantasies about this (he pretends he would indulge my fantasies, but i don't trust the reality of detail). is his race part of the thrill? it's another horrible thing i hate to admit (because generally, i don't 'see' race often). but yes, yes, yes, it is. the thought of his dark skin against my fair irish-american skin is thrilling to me. but then there's the fears: #1, my husband finds out and is hurt because i didn't tell him first. #2, that this sweet young man wants more from me than i can give. #3, he's just playing out his own fantasy and i am just his pawn. and the worst fear???? once he sees this 44 year old body he finds me completely unattractive. i don't really want advice, i'm afraid. i'll probably follow through on this because I WANT. because HE WANTS. because...what's the worst that can happen? chances are (safe sex), no one will ever know besides the two of us...

 

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  1. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on October 17, 2010 at 07:08 AM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    Marc 

  2. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on October 22, 2010 at 06:26 AM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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  3. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on October 25, 2010 at 05:25 PM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    wrote the following:

    By biq I hope you have UR answer. Niggers will fuck U and use U ever time white bitch.  That's what it is all about, owning UR white ass.

  4. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on October 28, 2010 at 02:22 AM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    I want to make love to an attractive black man and have his baby

  5. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on October 31, 2010 at 12:00 PM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    wrote the following:

    get a divorce first u slut people like you dont deserve a man at all jump off a bridge and float down river getting hit by sharp rocks and drown you whore

  6. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on November 06, 2010 at 07:52 AM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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  7. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on November 09, 2010 at 12:30 PM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    It is  sort of a reverse racial and stereotypical thing that white women want a black man sopmewhere along the line.  If black men was where sex was the best, then the rest of all men in all races would suffer dont you think?  Too many sexualy perverse people fall for this stereotype cliche.  Once youve had it you will either divorce your husband or come back to him with your tail between your legs and head hung low.  There is more to life than fucking cheating on your 4 child husband just for some black huge cock.  But if this is what you want, go for it and accept the aftermath of what this will do with your concience my dear.  You dont need a man to tell you how sexy you are if your confident enough to already know that.

  8. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on November 15, 2010 at 10:18 PM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    wrote the following:

     ... just go and fuck him ... will do you both good ... even for a one time experience  ... otherwise you may wonder years after .... what if ....

  9. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on November 21, 2010 at 04:32 AM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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  10. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on November 24, 2010 at 05:18 PM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    You should go and fuck him. Hopefully his cock is huge and hard. But I bet if you tell your husband first he'll get hard in his pants and want to watch you and beat off. I have watched my wife fuck a 10" cock and I must have shot 10 loads in an evening. Just reading your story made me hard. You might be able to  restrain your husband and not let him have any release. He will beg you for more.

  11. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 03, 2010 at 07:58 AM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    i m ready  my no is

  12. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 04, 2010 at 03:04 AM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    wrote the following:

    where you from let me know interested in you

    you sound hot 

  13. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 06, 2010 at 01:07 PM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    i want to show y0u my pussy

  14. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 06, 2010 at 03:29 PM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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  15. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 08, 2010 at 10:11 AM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    i am a young tanned guy im 21 and there is something about older ladies that just excites me i get so turned on by them im constanly walking round with a hard on (which sometimes gets noticed) if there is any ladies in the uk preferably southwest or any ladies visiting maybe we cud meet up for no strings fun my email is its-f-ing-gerrard@hotmail.com xx

    p.s ive been told im quite well hung :P xx

  16. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 09, 2010 at 01:13 AM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    wrote the following:

    I so want to do that too, go for it, wish I had the opportunity, please do it and tell us about it, I'm married and am 33 and craving stranger sexpargerascheme

  17. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 15, 2010 at 09:35 PM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    Lovely lady,can i tell u smthng,am majorly attracted to older women n 44 aint old so dnt feel down n for a fact if i had the chance i'ld make u feel like a queen fucking you till you can't even talk ryt,da fact dat yo husband daent giv u da ryt attenttion is just his loss so dnt hold back just holla at wanyoikealfred@yahoo.com n i will mek yo fantasy a reality

  18. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 16, 2010 at 03:24 PM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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  19. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 21, 2010 at 02:07 AM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    u need to go get professional mental help 

  20. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 24, 2010 at 10:16 AM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    hi my name is armstrong and I think your hot mybe we can get to know eachother and hit it off im in tacoma wa. and I need a women that I can enjoy and be there at her every need .im black Im good looking and im strong in every places if you know what i mean so if you interested hit me back labronlabaron@yahoo.com well hope to hear from you soon !!