i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

Posted on May 05, 2008 at 07:57 AM (UTC) ( about 5 years ago);
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so, i'm married. for the second and last time. but...not always happily. most of the time, yes...but sometimes i want/need MORE: -want to be told i'm fucking hot, totally fuckable, and still sexy at age 44. even if it's not really all that true any more (hell, i'm 44 and have had 2 kids!) -want to be wanted more than i want. sometimes want to want more than i'm wanted.  - want to be taken. just totally taken. by surprise. maybe even by a stranger.   so, here's my confession: i'm a white married mom of four who loves to party and still get my rock'n'roll on. i go to a punk concert and and later meet a younger and exceptionally hot black man who wants nothing more than to fuck me silly. drunk as i am, much as i want to...i say 'no can do, married, kids, blah blah blah.'  except...i make out with him in a back alley like we're teenagers. he gives me a fucking HICKEY, fer chrissake. i haven't had a hickey since high school. we don't actually have sex, not even sort of...just heavy kissing & copping a few feels now and then. still, we remain chaste as chaste can be when one of us is MARRIED.  so, a couple days pass where i feel alternately guilty and thrilled that a young 30-something single guy wants me. he texts my phone the next morning...while i'm still in the guilt phase...so i ignore it. try to pretend it didn't happen. the silly hickey is a 'curling iron burn'...and i try to forget. which works just fine until tonight, when my husband tells me he's horny but tired (subtext=kind of bored, too). So i answer the text, tell him to call me (embarrasingly, neither of us remembers each others name - just the lust, the want, the FUCK ME NOW feeling). Weirdly, that's ok with us both. We really just want to screw each other silly. So...what do i do? follow my fantasy? (in all my years as a single person, i've wanted to fuck a black man but never had the chance or the right man). i realize that this sounds horrible: i don't want to fuck him just b/c he's black, or just b/c he's younger than me, though those things play heavily into my fantasies... i want to fuck him because there is something i've lost in my marriage: this younger hot guy wants to worship me, wants to pay a kind of attention to me, and my pussy, that i think my husband has forgotton about. i want to fuck him to see him come: to worship him, his cock...something my husband now takes for granted. BUT. but. but. i'm not the kind of woman to have an affair, to cheat on a husband who loves me even once the sense of being cherished is gone. i know that is unsustainable in the long-term, but easy to achieve in the short, esp. with a man who knows he can never really HAVE ME, OWN ME, OR COUNT ON ME. goddammit, that's part of the thrill: I AM NOT YOURS. I do not belong to you any more than you belong to me. WE CAN JUST ENJOY EACH OTHER'S BODIES. he knows where we stand. i can't bring myself to tell my husband my fantasies about this (he pretends he would indulge my fantasies, but i don't trust the reality of detail). is his race part of the thrill? it's another horrible thing i hate to admit (because generally, i don't 'see' race often). but yes, yes, yes, it is. the thought of his dark skin against my fair irish-american skin is thrilling to me. but then there's the fears: #1, my husband finds out and is hurt because i didn't tell him first. #2, that this sweet young man wants more from me than i can give. #3, he's just playing out his own fantasy and i am just his pawn. and the worst fear???? once he sees this 44 year old body he finds me completely unattractive. i don't really want advice, i'm afraid. i'll probably follow through on this because I WANT. because HE WANTS. because...what's the worst that can happen? chances are (safe sex), no one will ever know besides the two of us...

 

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  1. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on May 27, 2012 at 04:50 PM (UTC) ( 12 months ago )
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    Having a conscience sucks. It won't let you have any fun.

  2. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on May 27, 2012 at 09:21 PM (UTC) ( 12 months ago )
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    im a black young guy 26 years old and i would fuck you silly normally i wouldnt even think to fuck a married women but i would ask for forgiveness later your fantasy is hot i wish i could be part of it

  3. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on June 02, 2012 at 10:27 AM (UTC) ( 12 months ago )
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    you probly married this guy for his money so youre a slut already, which makes him a little manchild bitch. no sense stopping the cycle now. haha and throw some kids in for good measure. i mean why not hey? fuck your children theyre only human beings ey. haha go for it. dumbass hoes always looking for approval. ur 40. get a life

  4. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on June 03, 2012 at 01:47 PM (UTC) ( 12 months ago )
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  5. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on June 04, 2012 at 07:44 AM (UTC) ( 12 months ago )
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    Don't have sex with a monkey.... I'm a white guy with a 3 inch pecjwr...let me drill a worm hole in you. I will eat you from sun up to sun down. You will never have thoughts of have sex with a nasty black guy again... I'm not just going to hit it once but twice, maybe three times the lady. Stick with your own kind . Let someone else take out the trash. Don't be fucked by a homie. If you're going to cheat you might as well Di it with someone making love to you. Even if its a one night stand it should mean something instead of just having meaningless gorilla sex with someone who would probably rather jack your cat or snatch your purse. Let me rob your pussy and let.them steal your hub caps.

  6. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on June 06, 2012 at 04:40 AM (UTC) ( 12 months ago )
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    hey why dont you let me fuck ya i would fuck you better than either of them and i am 25 and i would fuck you like no other..

  7. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on June 30, 2012 at 04:04 PM (UTC) ( 11 months ago )
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    In your mind you have already fuck him, so the cheating began a long time ago. The only thing missing is the physical. Complete the task at hand. The young man has feelings too.

  8. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on July 07, 2012 at 08:30 AM (UTC) ( 11 months ago )
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    youre an idiot and your husbands even dumber

  9. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on July 09, 2012 at 06:12 PM (UTC) ( 11 months ago )
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    This blog turned me on, I have to say that is a fantasy that seems like it would just be to irresistible. Although you only live once and should indulge in your fantasies because I have the same kind. Im not married, in a relationship, and I wonder what it would be like to be with an older white lady. Im 23 and I feel the way you do. So don't feel guilty at all.

    • RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

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    Posted on August 17, 2012 at 03:51 AM (UTC) ( 9 months ago )
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    look why don't u convince your husband to be in a threesome

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    Posted on October 15, 2012 at 06:42 PM (UTC) ( 7 months ago )
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    I was also in the same position and even though i'm married with abduction African and Have been since 07' and Have 2 toddlers of my own I know how you sometimes might feel trapped, or Desperate etc. you need to put your kids first and tell your husband what it us you want him to do how you miss him worshipping you and heck give him an ultimatum that you both either work on it or get a divorce i know its hard because you're wondering what it would be like to be with another guy well you need to involve him cause your 'affair' involves everyone and one you can get divorced or two have him try more if he's willing to if not then that calls it quits but somewhere in between wondering where your loyalty lies and your fanasizing thoughts its probably rooting from your desires not being satisfied and don't listen to these bucks here family/children before mindless sex I was lucky to have learned that before hand and still thankfully have my husband

  16. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on November 24, 2012 at 04:20 PM (UTC) ( 6 months ago )
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    Sex is entirely too important for you if you are thinking of destroying your family over it. Resist and look at it as how such evil actions destroy. Next time you think about it it should make you want to vomit, for the simple reason that is is pure evil taking over you heart and actions. Making out with the devil.

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    Posted on December 07, 2012 at 10:39 PM (UTC) ( 6 months ago )
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    damn i know its been 4 years haha but if you ever check this fuuc i hope you didnt do it... all these fucked up guys on here make me wanna puke as well holy shit nobody has any love anymore... Yeah, if you did do it, and your kids found out, theyll forever lose faith in relationships and lasting happiness. and its your fault. and if your marriage was destroyed because of it, thats also your fault. you failed to live up to your agreement and be truthful, honest and loving, and you deserve all of the consequences. Good luck

  19. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 08, 2012 at 08:40 PM (UTC) ( 6 months ago )
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    Posted on December 13, 2012 at 01:15 AM (UTC) ( 5 months ago )
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    your white. stick to it. you betray your own color with interracial. sex. sounds. whorish too