i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

Posted on May 05, 2008 at 07:57 AM (UTC) ( about 5 years ago);
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so, i'm married. for the second and last time. but...not always happily. most of the time, yes...but sometimes i want/need MORE: -want to be told i'm fucking hot, totally fuckable, and still sexy at age 44. even if it's not really all that true any more (hell, i'm 44 and have had 2 kids!) -want to be wanted more than i want. sometimes want to want more than i'm wanted.  - want to be taken. just totally taken. by surprise. maybe even by a stranger.   so, here's my confession: i'm a white married mom of four who loves to party and still get my rock'n'roll on. i go to a punk concert and and later meet a younger and exceptionally hot black man who wants nothing more than to fuck me silly. drunk as i am, much as i want to...i say 'no can do, married, kids, blah blah blah.'  except...i make out with him in a back alley like we're teenagers. he gives me a fucking HICKEY, fer chrissake. i haven't had a hickey since high school. we don't actually have sex, not even sort of...just heavy kissing & copping a few feels now and then. still, we remain chaste as chaste can be when one of us is MARRIED.  so, a couple days pass where i feel alternately guilty and thrilled that a young 30-something single guy wants me. he texts my phone the next morning...while i'm still in the guilt phase...so i ignore it. try to pretend it didn't happen. the silly hickey is a 'curling iron burn'...and i try to forget. which works just fine until tonight, when my husband tells me he's horny but tired (subtext=kind of bored, too). So i answer the text, tell him to call me (embarrasingly, neither of us remembers each others name - just the lust, the want, the FUCK ME NOW feeling). Weirdly, that's ok with us both. We really just want to screw each other silly. So...what do i do? follow my fantasy? (in all my years as a single person, i've wanted to fuck a black man but never had the chance or the right man). i realize that this sounds horrible: i don't want to fuck him just b/c he's black, or just b/c he's younger than me, though those things play heavily into my fantasies... i want to fuck him because there is something i've lost in my marriage: this younger hot guy wants to worship me, wants to pay a kind of attention to me, and my pussy, that i think my husband has forgotton about. i want to fuck him to see him come: to worship him, his cock...something my husband now takes for granted. BUT. but. but. i'm not the kind of woman to have an affair, to cheat on a husband who loves me even once the sense of being cherished is gone. i know that is unsustainable in the long-term, but easy to achieve in the short, esp. with a man who knows he can never really HAVE ME, OWN ME, OR COUNT ON ME. goddammit, that's part of the thrill: I AM NOT YOURS. I do not belong to you any more than you belong to me. WE CAN JUST ENJOY EACH OTHER'S BODIES. he knows where we stand. i can't bring myself to tell my husband my fantasies about this (he pretends he would indulge my fantasies, but i don't trust the reality of detail). is his race part of the thrill? it's another horrible thing i hate to admit (because generally, i don't 'see' race often). but yes, yes, yes, it is. the thought of his dark skin against my fair irish-american skin is thrilling to me. but then there's the fears: #1, my husband finds out and is hurt because i didn't tell him first. #2, that this sweet young man wants more from me than i can give. #3, he's just playing out his own fantasy and i am just his pawn. and the worst fear???? once he sees this 44 year old body he finds me completely unattractive. i don't really want advice, i'm afraid. i'll probably follow through on this because I WANT. because HE WANTS. because...what's the worst that can happen? chances are (safe sex), no one will ever know besides the two of us...

 

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  1. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on May 06, 2008 at 11:25 AM (UTC) ( about 5 years ago )
    replies: 19
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    wrote the following:

    I honestly think if you wanted to do this you would have done it already.  Your obviously in love with your husband and when you got married you promised yourself to him. If things aren't working in your marriage for you, you should be working on that instead of fullfilling a fantasy.  think long and hard about it, can you keep something like this from your husband// I don't think you can, because you put some second thought into it.  You had a chance to do it and you didn't which means that you are a good person and want to stay faithful to your husband. and remember sometimes when you finally get something you really want it isn't as good as you expected.

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  2. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on August 14, 2008 at 04:09 AM (UTC) ( almost 5 years ago )
    replies: 3
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    wrote the following:

       then, fuck me

       guy_24@JUNO.COM 

  3. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on March 23, 2009 at 07:49 PM (UTC) ( about 4 years ago )
    replies: 2
    B74c9f2c105d9d80d3973132f01c3247

    wrote the following:

    what's the point of getting married people??  wtf?  you find the ONE then you marry them.  that's it.  if somethings is lacking then its time to step it up and work on it.  marriage is work...duh!  read books, see a counselor, talk to each other, whatever it takes.  you people can so easily justify infidelity.  kids are getting married.  kids are having babies.  brittany spears has had like 13 "soul mates".  gimme a break!  don't the vows mean anything to anyone anymore??  its very discouraging to someone who has never been married because i'm hopeful for the "right one" and only doing it once.  and then any and all fantasies will be played with him.  period.  end of story.  don't be a slut and make the right decision!!

    • RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

      Posted on May 26, 2009 at 09:40 AM (UTC) ( almost 4 years ago )
      replies: 1
      Ee7dfc5729b19d0d0c4233cab0786fb8

      wrote the following:

      I am a black guy aged 25 from kenya-africa. i need to explore every bit of you and make you feel loved. Give me the opportiunity and for sure you will live to remember. I will fuck you with all my energy and passion. my name is frank

      email: muli724@gmail.com

      • RE: frank babe am kenyan can't we arrange for you to fuck me hun?

        Posted on October 18, 2011 at 06:47 AM (UTC) ( over 1 year ago )
        replies: 1
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        wrote the following:

        Babe frank am aged 23 and hot,am sure am hotter than the mama can't we arrange for a weekend getaway together in Nairobi so you can fuck me crazy?hun i went through the replies n i love yours.come fuck me frank,my pussy is ready for your hard dick babe

    • RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

      Posted on June 23, 2010 at 10:20 AM (UTC) ( almost 3 years ago )
      replies: 1
      4a0d07cbc931510f347af2c636043ebf

      wrote the following:

      How would you feel if your husband have similar fantasy and he does it

      lady take a deep breath pray and ask god to help you get over it

  4. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on August 04, 2009 at 01:28 AM (UTC) ( almost 4 years ago )
    replies: 0
    Ae632672320bcfb76bbca399b5d3cbc1

    wrote the following:

    email a picture of you to my email at wmosley50@yahoo.com

  5. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on August 08, 2009 at 08:14 PM (UTC) ( almost 4 years ago )
    replies: 2
    E6b697163b401d4fb7cef0000cc9ffef

    wrote the following:

    I enjoyed reading your blog very much it made my pussy quiver lol but you know I know you very well, the kind that can dream it so much to type it out and not do it. You see you are me in a way and in saying whatyou did you reached out to a lot of older women to needs the drilling but isn't feeling appreciated at home..

    I know you are skeptical because you won't take the time to type it otherwise but I loved your article...I loved it even more when I saw the reply from frank lol Thank you so much for sharing that.. right now I'm lusting after someone else but only because he gave me a couple I 'so want to fuck you' stares, you see I'd been feeling a bit low and when he did that it made me so weak and vulnerable now I'm sort of hiding from him so we don't meet eyes I'm afraid he will see how much I want him back and we are both married! So no chance of it happening for me.. I mean I really can't can I? no. 

    So anyway it was good to read your article.

  6. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on October 16, 2009 at 06:01 PM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 1
    94361f67676a415ea0f9a6d8bbe6a3e1

    wrote the following:

    fucking can never give any meaning to your life. whatever your mind tells you you need, doubt it ... you terribly need love and solace, as we all do, but you are seeking it in the wrong place... nothing as fleeting as sex is worthy of you... you are more worthy than that!

  7. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on October 17, 2009 at 02:06 AM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 1
    4ad9b7b49b8ca43ebe4207cb76ab8684

    wrote the following:

    I am big black and ready partyscort@hotmail.com

  8. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on October 27, 2009 at 01:54 AM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 1
    478a253147ae11365f1b43e551dddf6f

    wrote the following:

    my wife has fucked many black men as well as others some with huge cocks even though she is petite she likes me to lick her while she gets fucked and then lick up the mess it is very hot, tompam92hotmail

    • RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

      Posted on October 25, 2010 at 01:16 AM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
      replies: 1
      Dbba4ba23828739005a7f4f7cff669a9

      wrote the following:

      Sounds like you are queer.  No straighman would eat cum from another male.

      • RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

        Posted on March 31, 2011 at 04:42 PM (UTC) ( about 2 years ago )
        replies: 0
        A574ce7ef88a007f43ee461e81edcdb6

        wrote the following:

        Fucking close-minded bigoted piece of shit.  I assume he has sex with his wife as well, that makes him BI.  And whatever gets him and his wife off?  Your redneck opinions on it are equally as unwelcome as they are pathetic.

        You make a fool of yourself. 

  9. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on November 02, 2009 at 12:02 PM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 2
    F9fd74ba0c51b0823f5d729e72e2bef2

    wrote the following:

    Hey sweets i am 21 in kenya and i will make you scream my name over and over again. My no. 0720007339

  10. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on November 09, 2009 at 06:39 PM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 0
    Ec95539c0f4237d55f4ce6ded466d958

    wrote the following:

    Am black 24 gud lukin n i wil fuck u silly...heaz my contact if ur 4ril...mmkabro@yahoo.com or fb me user name mugwe mwathi...if u can stomach wat i hv u knw wat 2 do

  11. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on November 19, 2009 at 12:20 AM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 0
    283dfc181e027ac946d01bbe44e666f0

    wrote the following:

    Im a hot young black guy and from the sounds of you're definetly fuckable

  12. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 08, 2009 at 02:52 AM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 0
    702f39b501f6625e96e9a3f9a6829cb5

    wrote the following:

    hello baby i am that kind who will always pleas you cus i am energtic pysicaly strong.i am i black living in cameroon an i am 25years.will you like me to visit your area an giive you what you will never foget in your life.

      waiting

  13. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 09, 2009 at 10:04 PM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 0
    C757cfc7d27c0f7281eadd12ae8cec16

    wrote the following:

    look...i say fuck the guy cause ur husband is wasting time. girl go and get ur groove on. go and open ur legs and take that big black cock, open ur mouth for it, ride him, let himm ride u....give it a shot. what type of husband is that?????? just ensure u use protection then go ahead and take some fuck. let him fuck u to unconsciousness. go on girl..fulfil ur fantasies

  14. I SAY GO FOR IT

    Posted on December 09, 2009 at 10:08 PM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 1
    C757cfc7d27c0f7281eadd12ae8cec16

    wrote the following:

    look...i say fuck the guy cause ur husband is wasting time. girl go and get ur groove on. go and open ur legs and take that big black cock, open ur mouth for it, ride him, let himm ride u....give it a shot. what type of husband is that?????? just ensure u use protection then go ahead and take some fuck. let him fuck u to unconsciousness. go on girl..fulfil ur fantasies

     

    let him fuck ur pussy until it becomes tender...u r missing so much girl.  

  15. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 16, 2009 at 11:33 PM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 1
    D68bbd51478e872f9b29eaf9bf1229fa

    wrote the following:

     in general black guys has a very strong libido ... I really want to fuck you so bad !!!

  16. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 18, 2009 at 09:55 AM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 1
    67518ed442bf5c176609776a63090777

    wrote the following:

    i guess i could be that yound black guy you looking for. Please contact me on mphozinto@yahoo.com then i will tell you more.

  17. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 21, 2009 at 07:47 AM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 0
    Fdf0b04e894995fe33c73bf960ae7782

    wrote the following:

     hi you are looks very sexy, if u want  reall sex, please mail me

    shiva.guide@hotmail.com

  18. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 23, 2009 at 06:07 PM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 1
    Eb85dbf9ce68632ece9f30a912c40fee

    wrote the following:

    i m fit for a 44 yr old women to give a hard fuck. contact me at kathmandu 9808210675

  19. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 26, 2009 at 07:47 PM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 2
    4b1d4e519bbb2c65da9b7e9b3f7e1e3a

    wrote the following:

    hello, madam i am  22 frm kenya i am very handsome guy am very strong.

    i would have really want to see u madam because i have been looking for this

    lovely oppurtunity.so how is it going to work out my distance is the problem.honey

    i will be  there for you all the time any time you need it you can always call on me.

    NB........MY EMAIL .............. billy_vincent10@yahoo.com

    phone number...................2348083304195  pls call immidiately so that w.e can talk honey i love you.

                                                   thanks

                                                                  billy vincent

     

     

  20. RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

    Posted on December 30, 2009 at 01:20 PM (UTC) ( over 3 years ago )
    replies: 1
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    wrote the following:

    U WANNA FUCK,JUST CALL ME 0659090410

    • RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

      Posted on April 08, 2010 at 11:16 PM (UTC) ( about 3 years ago )
      replies: 2
      Fcbbf1f9e47999e09a9ae7852008b1cc

      wrote the following:

      i'm fourteen in eigth grade and want some of you

      • RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

        Posted on May 18, 2010 at 07:48 PM (UTC) ( about 3 years ago )
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        0d3cf5b880601fdb80a7ebe9dd80ec0e

        wrote the following:

        WELL GIRL YOU NEED TO CHILL, BELIEVE ME YOU DONT WANT NONE... I GOT PREGO WHEN I WAS 17, I'M NOW 21 WITH 2 KIDS AND IT'S NOT A DAY AT TH PARK... LOL WELL IT IS BUT NOT ALL THE TIME!!

      • RE: i want to fuck a hot young black guy.

        Posted on May 18, 2010 at 07:48 PM (UTC) ( about 3 years ago )
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        0d3cf5b880601fdb80a7ebe9dd80ec0e

        wrote the following:

        WELL GIRL YOU NEED TO CHILL, BELIEVE ME YOU DONT WANT NONE... I GOT PREGO WHEN I WAS 17, I'M NOW 21 WITH 2 KIDS AND IT'S NOT A DAY AT TH PARK... LOL WELL IT IS BUT NOT ALL THE TIME!!