i think he is slowly pulling away from me and my biggest fear is that we drift apart. I am so afraid that he is going to forget about me and forget what we have. But then i think if that happens then it wasnt meant to be and i deserve better. BUt it still hurts. It still hurts to think that he doesnt love me as much as i love him. It still hurts to think that he doesnt think about me as much as i think about him. It still hurts. It hurts when you dont call me. IT hurts when you dont answer me. It just hurts and there is NOTHING I can do about it. It is one of those things that has to play out its time. but it hurts.