Posted on April 12, 2008 at 02:40 AM (UTC)
( about 5 years ago);
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i think he is slowly pulling away from me and my biggest fear is that we drift apart. I am so afraid that he is going to forget about me and forget what we have. But then i think if that happens then it wasnt meant to be and i deserve better. BUt it still hurts. It still hurts to think that he doesnt love me as much as i love him. It still hurts to think that he doesnt think about me as much as i think about him. It still hurts. It hurts when you dont call me. IT hurts when you dont answer me. It just hurts and there is NOTHING I can do about it. It is one of those things that has to play out its time. but it hurts.
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Posted on February 19, 2009 at 12:08 AM (UTC) ( about 4 years ago )wrote the following:
i am in the exact same position. I keep on thinking that he is just waiting for me to finish it so he doesn't have to do the 'dirty work' but everytime i ask him and complain to him, he doesn't understand and just says i love you course i do etc etc. so then i go back into my routine and think everything is ok.
i love him so much though, it makes it soo hard. We've been together for almost 3 years now and i keep on thinking am i going to keep on being like this, everytime i have a tiny bit of doubt ill question him and he'll say the same thing back everytime. he says if i didnt love you or enjoy spending time with you then why am i with you (he claims he wouldnt hang around if he was unhappy or it was going no where). which makes it harder for me to understand why everything goes so crap all of a sudden.
sorry this blog is such a mess. its really hard to explain- why is so similar to yours..NO idea what to think!