why do i even try

Posted on December 13, 2010 at 11:45 PM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago);
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so for days i have been trying to get up the confidence to kiss this guy and for weeks and weeks i play out how this could happen and finally i get the confidence to do it. and i see him and all my carefully worked out plan went all to hell and i just blurted out "do you mid if i kiss you"- stupid thing to do! i should of just kissed him he stared at me for the long time and then he says " yes i do mind. have you been kissing people all day?"  i was so crushed. all i wanted was for someone to be with cause im do tired of being alone. i see my friends with their boyfriends and they're so happy  and they kinda complain about them and all i wanna say is atleast you have someone.  i was so scared of getting hurt but i felt that if i took the risk the outcome would turn out wonderful.i was better off before when  i was just alone, now im alone and hurting. life sometime (always) sucks

 

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  1. RE: why do i even try

    Posted on December 15, 2010 at 08:18 AM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )
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    i know exactly how your feeling... my friends all have their boyfriends and when ever i say anything about myself wanting someone... they say 'trust me you dont, im sick of it.... so annoying'

    they dont seem to realize how good they got it hey? its like a slap accross the face, there the lucky ones.

    i guess all we can do is be ourselves and hope that the right guy comes along :) keep taking risks, one day it might all be worth it darling xoxo