so for days i have been trying to get up the confidence to kiss this guy and for weeks and weeks i play out how this could happen and finally i get the confidence to do it. and i see him and all my carefully worked out plan went all to hell and i just blurted out "do you mid if i kiss you"- stupid thing to do! i should of just kissed him he stared at me for the long time and then he says " yes i do mind. have you been kissing people all day?" i was so crushed. all i wanted was for someone to be with cause im do tired of being alone. i see my friends with their boyfriends and they're so happy and they kinda complain about them and all i wanna say is atleast you have someone. i was so scared of getting hurt but i felt that if i took the risk the outcome would turn out wonderful.i was better off before when i was just alone, now im alone and hurting. life sometime (always) sucks
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