my plan for my future

a couple of years from now i will be responsibility free.  i'm going to do everything in my human power to save up a few thousands of dollars... then when i get out of the military. i'm going to move to the middle of no where, set up everything i need to sustain my life and live off the land and drop a drug very similar to LSD every day for a few years.  dissapear and just say fuck all.  aint nothin working out.. just the military really... and i dunno, if they took 5 minutes to look past all my bullshit they'd see that they're teh only reason that i wake up int he morning is because i signed a contract.  I'm a man of my word, u know. and when I swear to a term, I hold true to it... but... they might ust kick me out cuz i am a worthless piece of shit.. fuck it... cant wait.  they've taught me how to survive anything. put hundreds of thousands of dollars behind the training to do so... its not like i'm gonna worry about my safety..  i'll take care of all that before i blast off into outer space for a few years