I smile on the Outside

Posted on April 16, 2010 at 04:53 AM (UTC) ( about 3 years ago);
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But I'm scared shitless. I don't know what's happening and I don't know why I want a girlfriend so badly and have homosexual thoughts at the same time. I don't know if I'm going to do well enough in school and I don't want to move to ATL and I am just scared. I should be having the time of my life; I'm a freshman in college, I have some great new friends, and I laugh a lot. But inside I'm sad, and I hurt a lot. And I don't know why.

 

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  1. RE: I smile on the Outside

    Posted on April 16, 2010 at 06:48 AM (UTC) ( about 3 years ago )
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    wrote the following:

    awwwwwwwwwwwwww. same. i guess.

  2. RE: I smile on the Outside

    Posted on April 17, 2010 at 01:04 AM (UTC) ( about 3 years ago )
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    wrote the following:

    homosexuality is definitely a hard things to come to terms with- but once you do accept your orientation- wether it be bisexual, straight or homosexual: you will find yourself in an amazing you setting, loving yourself and surrounded by a community of those who accept you for who you really are and LOVE you. Try not to worry so much my friend- life moves regardless to your desires at times...so rather than worrying about the direction- accept it. this life is all you have.