you disgust me.

wrote the following:

it's sick that i expect the worst for you. i only expect the worst for you because you had and still have no smpathy for me. no, i don't want your pity, but i wanted to know you cared. but you don't. you just left me hanging.

why should i have any sympathy for you now? you're in the same position i was just in, except you're playing the reversed role. you're breaking his heart. it's disgusting because i know you can identify with the excuses that i leard to swallow and "accept".

i don't think you were ever on my side.

if i can't have it, you shouldn't either.