I've been down lately.  I've been irritated lately.  I can't seem to get over it. I get pissed so easily.  I just want to watch TV without it being such a fucking hastle.  I don't want to be stuck in the bedroom watching a tube tv because my husband doesn't like the shows i want to watch.  Oh...but I sit and watch shit he wants to watch all the time.  Stupid ass monster truck, paranomal shit, fishing..etc.  It's a fucking Friday night.  I have no life and since that is the case I would love to watch some of the TV I have recorded but he throws a fit about it. "I don't want to watch Cashmire Mafia, I don't like Desparte Houswives, I dont' like chick flicks."  Well, you know what buddy, I don't like your shit either!!  AHHHHHHH   After 6 months he finally got a job.  He has been sitting here on his fucking ass all day long for 6 months.  Can't he compromise and let me watch something.  I just want to scream.  I may be stupid to some people but I dont' care.  Don't I deserve some fucking downtime.  Watch something that I fucking enjoy.  But NO!! I have to go to the bedroom with the tube TV with basic cable.  Sometimes I wonder what the hell we have in common.  We don't like the same things AT ALL!! I'm depressed.  I'm unhappy in general and if things aren't going the way I'd like them to I just want to scream.  The house if a fucking mess. Could he not do anything today while I fucking worked.. Of course not.  why  would he put in the effort. That's just TOO much to ask, isn't it.  I just want to be alone.  I want to be left alone.  I can't escape it.  I want to smoke a bowl!!  I wish he would just leave for a while so I can relax.  I mean, fuck, it's been a week since we had sex.  If I don't say something it won't happen. I get sick of it.  So last night I just got off by myself before I went to bed.  At least I slept good. I hate marriage.  I wish I hadn't gotten remarried.  I should have been alone and not settle.  Yep, that' right.  I settled.  He's overweight and bald.  Call me what ever you want but that's why this thing is anonomys.  I don't really give a shit.  I want to move away.  I hate being poor Middle class.  I have no joy right now in my life and I can't find it. 

4 responses to I am so fucking annoyed!!

  1. Get a job (if you don't already have one), get a divorce, get a new man. 
  2. I hear ya, lady!  I don't think humans should actually get married.  It's kinda dumb actually.  I hate my husband all the time.  Sucks.
  3. laugh my ass off only because, yup, been there, done that, still doing it!  I guess for nothing else you get to find out your not alone.  Since you sitting there alone on your computer and wanting sex, yahoo has some chat rooms you may find to your liking that will lessen your frustration in more ways then one.  Cyber sex can be wonderful and for women we at least know the men are listening to us because they have to type back LOL
  4. just by reading your message, i now know what's the meaning of life is all about thank u =) now i must go GOOD BYE world