Posted on September 06, 2008 at 01:49 PM (PDT)
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MY FUCKING ARSE. i hate you so bad right now, did you know that? your the biggest pair of wankers ive ever met. very sorry im not cool enough for you. stop using my house as somewhere to stay after youv been out getting fucked and eat all my food, drink all the drinks, make a mess of every room, nick all my stuff, scam me out of my money, fuck me off to the point where i want to actually kill you. dont promise me things then fuck off for days on end then turn up at 3 in the morning needing somewhere to stay. surprising me isnt fucking me, leaving me, saying youll come back ina hour then coming waking me up at 2 by throwing rocks at my window and walking in my room drunk and then falling alseep. FUCK YOU. you make me feel so shit, you make me cry and you only care when noone else is there, when noone else can make a remark and you can me yourself around me. your completely different people when your with others and with each other. by yourselves you can be so nice, like it used to be. but no, you have to put on a face. ive met some of the nicest people the past few weeks who have been there for me when you hevent and promised me its gonna be ok, thats your job, your suposed to that like you said you would. im so fucking rallied up now. dont bother coming round. i dont want to see you.
sorry guys this doesnt make any sense :/
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RE: faithful friends
Posted on September 15, 2008 at 10:19 PM (PDT) ( ago )wrote the following:
actually i think it makes a lot of sense. my highschool "friends" were the same exact way. i would do anything for them yet never felt the same respect in return. they would crash at my house so they could stay out later, make a mess, only call when they wanted something, never pay me for the alcohol we would share and quite frankly be complete and utter bitches. i stuck up for myself a few times but it would just create so much drama and i wouldnt have anywhere else to turn. being from a small town and hanging out with the same people since i was 3 made it hard for me to break away from them so for some absurd reason i put up with the bullshit. i thought having fake shitty friends was better then nothing but i was wrong. now that im in college and have people who would do anything for me, who genuwinely like me and include me it puts it all in perspective. FUCK your so called friends and make new ones, its definately worth it : )