Posted on September 05, 2008 at 06:52 AM (PDT)
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I am in love with you. I know you don't feel the same, and that's okay. I'll take it for what it is for as long as I can. I can't even tell you how much I look forward to hearing from you every day. It's like I'm thirsty for you. I told you once, "I have feelings for you". My friend, that doesn't even touch what this is to me. I would live any lifestyle, do anything, to be with you. Such a shame, you don't understand how much love you're being showered with everytime I kiss you, or run my hands over your body, or hold you. And so painful for me...I understand completely how much I am not. It is such that this is how I measure my days - I heard from you today. Whatever else happens, it's a good day.
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4 responses to I have a smile stretched from ear to ear...
RE: I have a smile stretched from ear to ear...
Posted on September 05, 2008 at 07:47 AM (PDT) ( ago )wrote the following:
Try not to obsess to much. It's just chemicals in your brain. I'm serious, look it up. Chemicals. You are more important than any other person. Don't let your feelings overpower everything else going on in your life. Love is so stupid sometimes. I'm feeling very cynical right now, please forgive me. Stupid chemicals....
RE: I have a smile stretched from ear to ear...
Posted on September 05, 2008 at 10:12 AM (PDT) ( ago )wrote the following:
I'm not obsessed, really. I understand the nature of what we're doing. I know what it is, and what it is not. I have no delusions about us "ending up together" or anything like that. I just have all these feelings pent up inside, so sometimes I need to let them out :)
And, yes, I know about the chemicals, Mr. or Ms. Cynicism...but he's the only one who stirs them, and that matters, as far as I'm concerned :)
RE: I have a smile stretched from ear to ear...
Posted on September 05, 2008 at 03:27 PM (PDT) ( ago )wrote the following:
It seems women fall in love so much easier than men. I constantly struggle with this. I try to hide my feelings to myself. I have to lie to myself so I don't get hurt in the end. Because I have many times before...and it sucks!!!
RE: I have a smile stretched from ear to ear...
Posted on September 07, 2008 at 01:57 PM (PDT) ( ago )wrote the following:
At least you seem to have a relationship with your "obsession". I've only met mine once, emailed a few times....
He really doesn't know I exist, yet he is all I can think about.
Good luck to you.