Grown up problems.

I am 17 years old, a senior in high school. I play softball and I am trying to get a scholarship. I am not a big kid, which is not the normal softball player body type. I am a pitcher. In order for me to get any better than I already am, I must workout 2 hours a day to gain muscle. I have practices 3 days of the week. I have a job at a local restauraunt where the bosses love me and they depend on me for everything. I am at school all day, and I have no time to get everything done each day that I need too after school. I either have practice or work every day. I need time to study and time to workout. I know that I should quit my job, but I have to save up money to pay for the parts of college that a scholarship won't pay for. I need more time in my days to get homework and workouts done. I have too much on my plate. I am being forced to grow up way too fast. I wont be able to have a social life my senior year of high school. Life sucks.