I'm not really sure what to do anymore. I let my stepdad get in the way of me and a really nice, sweet guy that I really liked because he was black. It's happening again and I like him but I don't really know what to do. I don't want to leave him alone because I can't stop thinking about him and I know he's the same way. But then again I'm not sure if I should keep it going because in the end I know it's not possible to be with him. All because my stepdad doesn't like black people I can barly talk to them. It's my life and my relationships so I don't understand why he has this much say in what I do and who I date. My mom and dad wouldn't even really care if I dated a black guy as long as he is respectful ; and he is. I want to say something but I'm too afraid too honestly. Sometimes I wish it was just. I would want my mom to be in pain or to suffer, but sometimes I just wish greg would go away from my life, just leave.. Life is so difficult, and sometimes just makes me want to die...
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