I don't even know >.>

I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore. my life has taken a turn for the worst. In a few days, we're getting kicked out of our house.. Isn't that what everyone wants to here when they get back from 5 weeks of almost sheer happiness? I think not.. I mean, I'm glad wee're moving because this house is way to small, but getting kicked out isn't something I'm all too thrilled about. :/ Then there's the guy troubles... Yes, I know I'm young and that all this relationship nonsense should be the least of my concerns, but I'm a teenager; what more do you expect? So yeah, there's this guy I like. He's sweet, romantic, funny, and all together great. He makes me feel special, but he has a girlfriend. It sucks, but Whatever. Now that I think about it, he isn't even worth my time.. It's stupid to think of him in any other way other than just a friend, right? I have morals, I'm not going to go after a guy that has been already taken. I refuse to follow my mothers footsteps. I am my own person. I am **not** a slut and I will never be one. You're probably thinking *"This girl has absolutely no respect for her mother"* But if you knew her like I do, you'd understand where I'm coming from. I feel like I could go on and on about how much my mother and I don't get along. It's mostly my mothers married boyfriends fault, he's the one that tore us apart. He played with her emotions and made her believe everything hetold her. Most of them were bad things about me because he hates myguts. I hate him too, who cares? I'm a good child, I don't do things I'm not supposed to. I'm trustworthy, respectable, kind.. I've been told I'm one of those one in a million types of girls, the ones most guys look for, but can never find. I've been told I'm very attractive as well. I'm modest though so I tend not to believe the comments half the time because I don't want to turn into one of those girls that become fixated with themselves. That stuff annoys me.. I don't really know what the point of that was, but yeah..I'm probably all over the place with this blog, but oh well, I don't care. I guess I'm done now, bye everyone