I hate all of my imperfections

Posted on August 12, 2012 at 01:40 PM (UTC) ( 9 months ago);
section: rant / life
views: 96
feed: 04 rss
9142406801eb0c3281e28c7c7b73b465

wrote the following:

I feel like i don't have enough time or money or strength to get rid of all of these painful and ugly imperfections. Like cystic fucking pimples. They just stay and stay and stay until you just bawl because your face hurts and looks so disgusting. Also ingrown toenails. They hurt you like nothing you've felt before you cant even do much about it. If something goes wrong trying to fix it yourself then you might get your goddamn foot cut off from infection. And who has the time or money to go out and get these things fixed all the time. Things are just getting worse and the sweaty weather and the sun all just make things worse. At the moment I'm trying to get rid of all these little sun spotted moles on my face too and also a scar that I've gotten from a very stupid, stupid, STUPID bellybutton ring mistake. I don't know what to do I want to cry and I'm not even being treated well in my family. I feel like everyone hates me and they just think that I have no problems. Sometimes I don't need problems. Sometimes I just feel like shit. I can't just feel like shit sometimes? I want to cry. All of these problems fucking suck and I hate them. Oh god why do you hate me so.

 

2 responses to I hate all of my imperfections

04 subscribe to new comments for 'I hate all of my imperfections'

  1. RE: I hate all of my imperfections

    Posted on August 13, 2012 at 03:01 AM (UTC) ( 9 months ago )
    replies: 0
    4e405dd8a888984a58d2826964e481af

    wrote the following:

    I am so sorry. Please remember not everyone hates you there is someone out there who loves you. No one is perfect, imperfections are part of you but don't let them define who you are as a person

  2. RE: I hate all of my imperfections

    Posted on August 13, 2012 at 05:31 AM (UTC) ( 9 months ago )
    replies: 0
    3f3be33d6fa4661016d76b4617cc4e28

    wrote the following:

    At some point in everyone's life, no matter what the circumstance, think "why me?". You have every right. Pimples, moles, belly button rings, ingrown toenails seem so very important now (believe me I have the same issues) but TRY just TRY your hardest to think that it will end. You will be okay and sometimes life really fucking sucks but you wouldn't be able to appreciate the good moments if it didn't fucking suck sometimes. So, for the moment try to get cheap remedies. Clean your feet and wear shoes that arent closed-let the air get to it. You WILL be okay. As for your family I can probably relate the most. They will act off of how you are acting. If something is seriously wrong..try talking to them but if you dont want to-make it clear. Sometimes thinking and coming on here and ranting is your best bet.