Craziest Roller Coaster Ever

Posted on August 08, 2012 at 01:47 PM (UTC) ( 10 months ago);
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I want off this rollercoaster. You know me enough as it is. I hate rollercoasters! Especially ones that go up really high, drop down really fast, and ones that go around and around. Well, this rollercoaster that we are on together is the worst one I’ve ever been on. I’ll go from 0-100 in 0 seconds flat. Just the words I Love You can make me feel like I am soaring up among the clouds, higher than I have ever been before. And yet still, in mere moments I can be in a dead freefall, falling down to earth, left to crash and burn. The amount of times that you have taken my breath away is innumerable. Unfortunately, so is the amount of times that my stomach has dropped from the dips that we take. Worse yet, the flips and corkscrews and turns that we take are sometimes too much for me to take myself. While all of this may seem like a sad story, it is nothing compared to the worst fact of all. Sometimes, it feels like you have abandoned this roller coaster already, leaving me to go through all this myself. And honestly, I’m not sure how much more my stomach can take. ~Mr. All-Too-Nice-Guy

 

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  1. RE: Craziest Roller Coaster Ever

    Posted on August 08, 2012 at 04:26 PM (UTC) ( 10 months ago )
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    wrote the following:

    I told you not to burn yourself out. I never considered you may be burned out already. I'm sorry. What if anything can change?

    • RE: Craziest Roller Coaster Ever

      Posted on August 08, 2012 at 07:13 PM (UTC) ( 10 months ago )
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      wrote the following:

      I'm sorry but I'm not completely sure what you mean by that. If she were to change, I think things could turn around. I'm a forgiving guy. But, she has to want to change. If she truly does though, this could all be forgiven with time. But otherwise, it's all just going to end. Honestly, I wish I could just know one way or the other. It's the wait that's killing me

      • RE: Craziest Roller Coaster Ever

        Posted on August 09, 2012 at 02:11 AM (UTC) ( 10 months ago )
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        9e2544c487d42acf063b1889dc9d0edd

        wrote the following:

        You certainly sound not to be in a good place with your relationship. I can empathise perhaps due to being stuck in a similar problem (Wild Horses Can Drag Me Away, that's me). When I say don't burn yourself out, I mean don't use up your energy by letting others sap you. Clearly the good alturistic feeling is worth it, or we wouldn't be on here, right? But it is undoubtedly temporary joy. What I am saying is you need to help you mister. All too nice people burn themselves out. If you manage to stop this please let me be the first to know. What do you want? Is that anywhere close to what you need?

        • RE: Craziest Roller Coaster Ever

          Posted on August 09, 2012 at 06:29 AM (UTC) ( 10 months ago )
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          6452b7e3b944f042ea7654090620b07c

          wrote the following:

          Actually, yes it does. It helps alot. Thank you so much. I mean it might not seem like much on this anonymous blog, but to me it means alot. Knowing there is someone out there knowing what I'm going through. And I've officially decided to not let myself burn out. I'm keeping my eyes open, and realizing that sometimes, I need to watch out for myself. I'm not giving up yet, but I'm not gunna leave myself devastated either. Thank you so much again