I don't want to be a part of society anymore. I don't want their jobs. I don't want their houses. I don't want their cars. I don't want their money. I don't want their politics. I don't want their attitudes. I don't want their rules. I don't care anymore. I wish there was some place I could go and live life the way I want. Some place where I could build a little place of my own, out in the country somewhere. Some place where I have plenty of things to do that actually matter to me and are actually productive and enjoyable. Some place where I actually feel connected to life again. Now, how do I do that without feeling totally lonely though? I mean, as it is, people act like I don't exist (until I try to do something I want to do). People run into me, they hit my car, they walk straight into me at the store with their carts, they act like they don't hear a word I say until I say something they don't like. And if I do anything to get their attention, they act like I'm somehow out of line. I can't deal with all of this rudeness and obliviousness. If they don't want to pay attention to me, then maybe I should just slip away and they'll never notice. But where? I just feel trapped. And no, I'm not some teenager bitching about my parents either. I'm talking about other people, out there.
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