So I was wiv him for 4 yrs, in which I 4gave him many a time 4 hitting me n effing up my head...... There were good times believe it or not, but recently I had confirmation dat da dog was cheating....I found this out on the same evening he was ranting about not being able to trust me n giving me a slap.... I've refused to listen to his bullshit that drips out his mouth so easily and haven't seen him. However although relieved I still feel lonely n sad n don't no how to deal with it. I've been completely faithful n don't have a single male friend or aquaintence nor a good social life due to not wanting him to have any ammo 4 his jealousy. Wtf do I do?? I feel so hurt n angry I could literally kill him with my bare hands but don't want to give him the satisfaction of even seeing me cry. I'm so frustrated n I have no healthy way of dealing with how I feel!