I can't bring myself to like people. I mean, why like people,if people don't like you? I can honestly say I am hated. Why? I don't know. I keep to myself,I express my feelings to people when necessary. I'm **not** a door mat. I'm **not** a bitch. I'm just an outcast,but why do people let that get in the way? I'm not a mean person, I'm just odd. I don't show the complete extent of my odd behavior in public, but I guess I give off this weird vibe. I am extremely insecure and self conscious,but I don't complain constantly! Long story short, I try my best to be nothing like what people hate in a person. I dont complain about my life,my boyfriend(which I don't have),or how small my tits are. I'm friendly and I'll make friends with anyone who accepts me. I would never turn down an opportunity to make a new friend. So..why do people hate me? I don't want to feel hated and left out anymore.