dear boyfriend

Hey! The first day I met you.. Well seen your face at Ms. Lynn’s house I couldn’t stop looking at you.. There were a million things running thru my head.. all I could do was stair at you.. I felt a connection.. And when you caught me stairing I was embarrassed not because I was stairing at you.. but because I didn’t think I would have a chance with you I didn’t think I would be your type but I was wrong you asked me to be your girlfriend that night.. We promised we wouldn’t hurt each other. Even no we were drunk I meant every word I was saying to you I wasn’t telling you what I wonted you to here I was telling you the truth. After it got dark that’s when it all happen we had sex or I would call it made love because you kissed my lips and pulled me on stop of you.. you kissed my whole body you made me feel like a new women like I was reborn in your arms im so happy laying there with you not because we were having sex but because I fell in love and I didn’t want to let you go away.. when we were making love I felt you touch my whole body you didn’t care that I wasn’t skinny or too fat you liked my body for what it is I know this is the question you won’t and answer too. The reason I TOOK the condom off is because I was already in love and why not I wanted to feel you with the rubber anymore Yes you did put that dick on me but that’s not reason I fell in love I did fall in love this night but the morning I truly fell in love with you baby is when I woke up in your arms you where still sleeping I just staried at you I cried because I was happy I finally found a man that was going to treat me like I wanted to be treated and from that point on I wasn’t going to let nobody take you away from me we are perfect for each other I love your family and it makes me happy that they love me back if I ever lost you I would loose my self. We did everything together we didn’t ever go on dates but it didn’t matter I was still standing beside you every day smiling at you I knew nobody ever could take me away we didn’t have money but baby we have each other we tell each other I love you with all my heart and hope we never fall apart I say this to you and myself all the time we fight but I no deep down that fighting will never take us away from each other because baby you asked me to be your wife so how I could ever loose you I told you yes I will be your wife until death do us part if I had one wish I would wish for you to come home so I could prove my love to you and im keeping my promises to you I will never hurt you never cheat nothing to make you cry baby I cry because Im in love you’re my first love and I hate that feeling I get when you say YOUR DONE I feel like my heart is being ripped out I cant be with out you I love you with all my heart baby im making you this promise and I put this on GOD no man on this earth will ever take me away from you I will never cheat on you.. baby I cant loose my first love because I god told me to fight for what I believe in and never give up because if you give up on love you give up on life I will wait however long your gone baby I just hope you keep your PROMISE and never leave because god is watching me and you he gonna help us baby please just don’t give up on me because baby I LOVE YOU… LOVE YOUR WIFE GIRLFRIEND AND BABY FOR EVER YOURS P.S ..