Ever pretend your okay even though there is something eating you alive on the inside, but all you do is smile cause you dont want to bring others down with you. Putting others before yourself constently and not letting anyone break you down till your all alone then the tears come pouring out hitting the pillow like it is a pool of sorrow and misery. Crying till you have no tears left and to a point where you feel like you just want to give up everything you worked so hard for, but then you think about the others you would affect and once again put them first. Even though you getting hurt and be a broken mess you still fight to let the world know that no matter how big your problems you dont let it get in the way of someones you can help. The ones who are in similar situations where you had no one to turn to but yet you can be the one for someone to turn to. Its a good feeling helping others no matter how much you've been through. Putting on that smile could be one of the best things sometimes cause it does change peoples life and gives them hope.