i don't know what to do. my girlfriend isn't the girl that i want. she's really nice and pretty fun to be around but i just dont know if i can be with her knowing that i really want to be with my ex. her and i only were together for about a week but 2 months of talking lead to being official.shes perfect for me. but apparently she thought otherwise. granted things were a little weird. we didnt talk much because i didnt want to say the wrong thing to her and ruin everything we had. but i wanted her. i needed her in my arms. i cried i admit. im a bit of a softee when it comes down to it. but im still strong if i want to be. shes amazing in every way i look at her. her personality is the most beautiful one ive known. shes gorgeous. a model but that doesnt matter to me. but ive been stuck in the past thinking of her for about 9 months now. ive been with my girlfriend for 7. we say we love each other but i dont. love isnt something that grows between 2 people. you dont love too many people in your lifetime... maybe like them beyond belief. but love is set aside for the select few that mean more than the world to me. (at least thats how i think of love) but her and i just do things for pleasure. its not love. when we're together, its not like hey lets go in the pool. lets catch a movie... its lets go to your bedroom. shes not my type. but she loves me. lately we've been on each other's nerves so i want to take this time to end it but i dont know what i want to do. any help? anyone been in a similar situation?