not saying sorry

You know what? I feel like a piece of shit. People are always telling me I need to change. They tell me I am selfish, I am this I am that. My younger sister is more mature than I. People give me looks like I am the dumbest person on the planet. Hey guess what, I am a person too. Maybe if you guys treat me like a person then I wouldn't have to love myself in place of everyone of you. Do you know why I only care about myself? I don't, I just refuse to show you I care when you treat me like shit. &I am the horrible immature person. Me living in an apartment by myself is ideal, one where I don't have to see all of you because i hate you. &as for you, you are a fat turd. When did you become ghetto? who wants to be ? who fakes being ghetto? I mean really? &just because you are fat and unconfident doesnt mean you have the right to talk down to anybody. What do you have going for you? Oh, should i be jealous of your non existent future? We all know your ghetto ass is going to have black babies and a man that cheats on you. Should I feel bad for you cause your life sucks or hate you cause you because you are jealous of mine. Oh you don't understand me, well up yours. I am tired of forgiving you and thinking for a second i can be a civil part of your life. Blow nuttys dick again you cunt. maybe then i dont have to hear that mouth thats as fat as your entire body. &you are so fucking white, like I don't know if i am looking at frosty or not. but then i remember frosty is nice. lose that fucking giant snow ball you call a stomach. and as for you, i mean really you are supposed to be on my side but to be cool you pretend like you dont know what i am talking about. i mean really, like just be fucking real. Oh did I offend you by asking such a question? well maybe you shouldnt have done it in the first place. really two dudes with the same name? like rofl, were you afraid you might get their names wrong. and then you name the kid just about the same thing. Please slut, next time you need attention just post a half naked pic on fb. Like taking your problems out on your kid. Am i supposed to feel for you because you're boyfriend got hit by a car? Well I don't, not unless it was a freak accident and the car drove on your lawn right into him. He obviously walked right in front of a car with his gangster looking ass. but really i am happy that you have a life away from mine. I still think its ridiculous that your ghettto trashy family is infiltrating the family. I try to care, I really do but at the end of the day i think you should take all that fucking maury bullshit somewhere else.