I feel like I don't have *true friends* anymore.. I mean, I do talk to people, but it's not like I could sit with them in silence and still laugh about absolutely nothing and have a great time, you know? I used to have a best friend, literally a great friend, but we just spilt it's unresolved but I don't know If I want to resolve it, she has a new "best friend" and I too have someone who says we're best friends but we don't even talk a lot out side of school, like a few weeks ago was the first time we've texted, talked in a month. I'm always the one who starts the convo, I don't like it at all... I miss my **best friend** not this one my old one. I guess I'm just afraid, I feel alone. I don't like telling people how I feel, like this right here, I haven't told ANYONE.. I wish I could tell the people I love how I feel, but I don't want people to know how I feel. Everyone thinks I'm always happy, most of the time that is true but right now I just feel alone. I'm done venting, maybe I should invest in a journal...
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