mY mother again

SHE PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH I WANT TO CRY, I WANT TO KILL MYSELF. LIFE IS SOO HARD BUT THEN I THINK I WILL BE GONE SOOON I WILL BE FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, THAT IS THE ONLY THING MAKING ME HAPPY. I HAVE DECIDED MY DAILY ROUTINE WILL BE TO SLEEP EAT CLEAN THEN LIVE IN MY BEDROOM. EVEN I AVOID MY OWN MOTHER IN MY HOUSE LIKE WTF!!! YOU SHOULDNT BE DOING THAT :( BUT OH NOOOO I DO. I AVOID HER PHONECALLS AND WHATEVER SHE WANTS SHE GETS! JUST TO AVOID ARGUEMENTS WHEN I MEAN ARGUEMENTS ITS AS IN HER SHOUTING AND ME LISTENING SHE DOESNT HEAR MY SIDE AS SHE BELIEVES NOT TO BECAUSE SHE IS A MOTHERFUCKING AFRICAN! ASBDIVF dsgnferg brgbrfnrfgnjkrbfgnbhgb ITS NOT AS IF I SMOKE DRINK, OR BE SEXING EVERYONE . NOOOO THATS NOT ME, WAIT TILL I TURN 18 IL BECOME A PROSTITUTE LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. I THINK HER PURPOSE IN LIFE WAS TO ANNOY THE FUCK OUT OF ME. WHY? I DONT KNOOOOOOW. WHEN IM GONE SHE CAN IRON HER SHIT WASH HER SHIT CLEAN HER SHIT AND DO HER SHIT ALL BY HER FUCKING SELF.