Where did you even come from??

I haven't felt emotions like this in two years. And then you come out of no where, being a COMPLETE ass and somehow manage to make my feelings I thought I had lost resurface. You don't understand that this is so much more then just physical for me. I feel like I love you but it has been so long since I have experienced that emotion I'm not even sure if that is what it is anymore. You make my heart race, pound, my stomach flip, among other things... You are all I can think about and you have no idea how much I miss you. Seeing your face everyday was the only thing keeping me sane. You are amazing, when you show your true self. And I need you to understand that you don't have to put up that pretense of being a heartless bastard around me because I know you are not. I just want to touch you, you have no idea how badly I want you. I love you... and you will never know.