I feel like such an idiot right now. So irresponsible. So stupid. Basically, I missed a dead line for some financial aid for school. I still have over a month or time before school starts but I am so worried now that the supposed 'delay in processing' my lateness will cost me. I sit here and say I'm independent yet I'm too stupid to go up and check on shit my mother tells me. Lesson learned. I'm not blaming her. This is my fault. Oddly, I was freaking out before I started typing this and now my head is telling me. Chill. It will be okay. Just get this done as soon as possible.