dreams

I know dreams aren't really religion, but whatever. Lately I've been having weird dreams. The first two were really weird and I'll let you know what made them so strange. Both were about poop. The second one probably reminded me of the shining in that there was a rush of poo just flooding a hallway. Great isn't it ? haha I looked it up and it said that dreams about poo were about subconscious thoughts about money. Well that sounds good right? The other possibility was that maybe you had a lack of control depending on the nature of the poo dream. You know like you can't sontrol your poo or something. But anyway those were my first two dreams. The third night I had a dream about spaghetti. Dreams about spaghetti can mean trouble with a relationship or a sense of preparedness and/or tools to avoid negative emotion. If you are eating spaghetti, then you are having relationship problems.. If it's spaghetti with tomato sauce, then you ave a sense of preparedness and tools to avoid negative feelings. I don't really understand any of this though because I'm not making any money and I'm only a kid... so yeah. And the preparedness thing doesn't make sense cause it's summer. No tests or anything. Maybe I'm prepared for summer. Haha funny. Whatever they're just dreams. But this last one I had this morning was about spiders. It wasn't as memorable as the others, but I looked it up anyway. These dreams, they said were about manipulation. Whether by you or somebody else. I thought about that all day today. Who was being manipulated here? Was this dream even worth thinking about? Was I the one manipulating people even when I didn't do it on purpose? If I was doing this subconsciously, should I even feel bad? And if I was the one being manipulated, then why? How? These questions just pass the time and yet affect me too much. I'm starting to feel as if I shouldn't be trusting anybody else. As if anybody could be manipulating me. Somehow In some way. Most likely I am being manipulated but I really would like to know how or why and just what it is that people might be doing to manipulate me. Somehow I don't even know my own life and the people around me all that well and so I don't have any details even for myself. This sucks.