i want to change

Okay so i admit, i have never written a blog, I'm honestly mostly scared that what i say on the internet will some how come back to bite me on the ass. Im a polite 21 year old most of the time, always use my "please" and 'thank yous" and am a lady most of the time. I must admit though, my boss is the most- self centred, ignorant, rude, unapologetic, demanding man i have ever come across. I have worked for this man for over a year, we have shared good times don't get me wrong. As i have grown to know more and more about our company (yes i refer to it as our company given the face my name is on the company name, i manage the office and handle 99% of the clients). Today he sends me an email "How dare you ignore me, i demand an answer". This is of course at 7pm, after i have emailed him the answer to his question 3 times already that day, but no his brain is too small to check his bloody inbox. He is working from home, so i am stuck in this dam office trying to make sense of his bizarre requests for the day. Usually your boss working from home would be a great thing, but when you work in the legal industry, clients expect answers from you right then and there. Answers i cannot answer because i still have not been trained properly by him, answers to questions i have asked him on multiple occasions but he has not been bothered to answer. I am too scared to even ask for my back pay from 2 weeks ago i am still owed. This is seriously getting to me, no normal person would put up with this shit. Day in and day out I'm spoken to like I'm not respected or valued. Like he is allowed to treat me like crap because he pays me. Last time i checked you are still meant to treat your employees with common curtsy because you want them around. If you want me gone fire me. Go on, your company would be screwed without me. God forbid you would have to, call a client, answer an email or even do some bloody work. You wait, when I'm gone you will realise how much i do. O wait now i have to write down everything i do at every minutes, because you want to micro manange me. You want to do this, but then you don't even see all the work I'm doing. The sheets are pilling on your desk, but your never here so you wouldn't know that. Im fucking sick of it. I need to do something i love, travel, help people, anything work for charity, actually work for someone who speaks to me like a human being. I can't stand this. I hate people who complain about their lives but then don't do anything to change it. I have become one of those people. I need to stop, i need to change, to not be scared of change. Change is good. I want to change.