Wearing my Hair Down

I saw some pictures of myself from months perhaps years ago, I don't really remember when they were taken. Anyway, I am a curvacious lady and usually everyday when I look in the mirror I do find myself attractive! I'm not obese. But yes, I am overweight. But when I looked at these pictures with my hair up oh my freaking lord, I looked terrible! Granted I think they were from high school but, still. After seeing them I was like, no way am I wearing my hair up any more! It doesn't accentuate my femininity at all! I am so embarrassed anybody saw them anyway! But then again, aren't we all gross in high school? I mean lets face it.