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RE: I'm going to kill myself out of loneliness...fuck life
( over 2 years ago )
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What if you are in your 40s?
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RE: I'm going to kill myself out of loneliness...fuck life
( over 2 years ago )
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If you are in your 40's then time is positioned completely against you. It depends on how getting a girlfriend that late will make you feel. Will you feel just as good & excited about it as if you were in your 30's or even 20's. You may feel about the same or about the same as when you were in your 30's, but not when you were in your 20's. A guy in his 40's is to different from the guy he was in his 20's. My own issue with getting a girlfriend so late after not having one for many years is that if/when it happens, will it make up for ALL that time not having one? If this happens in the 40's & she makes you forget your road of misery leading to get to her, then she must be one hell of a GF! Depression & misery are harder to overcome after extended peroids of time having them. Going a year or 2 without a GF then getting one, not a problem. You can easily make up or get over the time not having her. Going 10 years or more without one, I don't think anyone can make me forget the hellishly long time without having a GF. Kinda like a war soldier coming back home after living through the hell of war. Even though he may have his family, friends, & lots of support, his war is still going on in his head. They can't make the horrible memories stop. They didn't live though it, he did. Can a GF make me stop hating the time I spent in life without one? Probably not because I am coming up on 10 years without a date, a GF, or getting laid.
In your 40's, you can try to come to terms with being alone. Being alone does have some advantages. Not fighting with a GF. Not having to feel her break your heart when she rolls out on you or cheats. Not having her buy everything within eyesight or arms-reach. Women only know how to spend money, not save it. Not having to deal with marriage and starting a family. Kids are the biggest financial burden ever created. I love not having to shell out money for some kid who doesn't deserve it. Not to mention the money needed for a GF to get into her panties. Lets face it, whether you pay a prostitute or take a GF out to dinner, that money is being moved out of your wallet to have sex with her. In other words, dating is legalized prostitution with the idea that she is only slutting herself out to you, until the relationship is over.
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RE: I'm going to kill myself out of loneliness...fuck life
( over 2 years ago )
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Same here. Been single since 1994. Went through a bad break up and spent ten years getting over her. Now I am 41 and no one wants me either. I have not hugged a girl (beside my mom and daughter) in almost 20 years. I consider myself decent-looking albeit a tad skinny.
Like you, I too will probably kill myself. I have no job, no references and live in MI where there never will be a decent paying job again. Child Support I owe 40 grand + and they suspended my drivers license 4 years ago. I live in a small town with no jobs anywhere and I can't even drive to find a job. For the half of the world that believes in mental illness, I figure this has been screwing me for over 20 years, suicidal depression, raging mania, hot-cold back and forth and pure hatred of everybody due to their constant ridicule of my "so-called" mental condition.
I figured I'd one day in the future lay on a bad of pipe bmbs out in cornfield and blow myself to smithereens.
I'm sick of everyone coming down on me about how I am, my personality, what I need to do to change etc... All easily said and done by those who do it.
And if another person gives me shit about smoking cigs I might just kill them too. Quitting is non-negotiable at this point.
Just wanted to let you know I am in the same boat too. Everyone says they don't hate me when their actions and the things they say, say otherwise.
Not everyone in this world is perfect except those that post snotty comments below my letter, (only they are perfect). L.R. Hubbard called 'em "clears" or whatever, I know I ain't one. If you are one, keep your perfections to yourself. You have succeeded to the point that you have arrived on this website to bring your holy and 'not fucked up life' attitude to this site just to cause trouble and brag about how perfect you are, maybe even telling someone to actually kill themselves. It's people like you that the suiciders want to escape more than anyone. Keep in mind many kill themselves would rather kill you too, but most suiciders are nice people and don't want to hurt anyone, because they know what it feels like more than anyone. So keep running your emotionless-robot Earth mouth, you are true pieces of shit.
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RE: I'm going to kill myself out of loneliness...fuck life
( about 1 year ago )
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LR Hubbard was a fucking cultist prick who defrauded people and continues to do so post humously. Don't fucking quote him like he's a saint. If there was a hell, he'd be burning in it next to every other fucking piece of shit human there ever was.
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RE: I'm going to kill myself out of loneliness...fuck life
Posted on August 08, 2010 at 10:18 AM (UTC) ( almost 3 years ago )wrote the following:
RE: I'm going to kill myself out of loneliness...fuck life
Posted on September 03, 2010 at 06:54 PM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )wrote the following:
RE: I'm going to kill myself out of loneliness...fuck life
Posted on September 09, 2010 at 05:28 AM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )wrote the following:
If you are in your 40's then time is positioned completely against you. It depends on how getting a girlfriend that late will make you feel. Will you feel just as good & excited about it as if you were in your 30's or even 20's. You may feel about the same or about the same as when you were in your 30's, but not when you were in your 20's. A guy in his 40's is to different from the guy he was in his 20's. My own issue with getting a girlfriend so late after not having one for many years is that if/when it happens, will it make up for ALL that time not having one? If this happens in the 40's & she makes you forget your road of misery leading to get to her, then she must be one hell of a GF! Depression & misery are harder to overcome after extended peroids of time having them. Going a year or 2 without a GF then getting one, not a problem. You can easily make up or get over the time not having her. Going 10 years or more without one, I don't think anyone can make me forget the hellishly long time without having a GF. Kinda like a war soldier coming back home after living through the hell of war. Even though he may have his family, friends, & lots of support, his war is still going on in his head. They can't make the horrible memories stop. They didn't live though it, he did. Can a GF make me stop hating the time I spent in life without one? Probably not because I am coming up on 10 years without a date, a GF, or getting laid.
In your 40's, you can try to come to terms with being alone. Being alone does have some advantages. Not fighting with a GF. Not having to feel her break your heart when she rolls out on you or cheats. Not having her buy everything within eyesight or arms-reach. Women only know how to spend money, not save it. Not having to deal with marriage and starting a family. Kids are the biggest financial burden ever created. I love not having to shell out money for some kid who doesn't deserve it. Not to mention the money needed for a GF to get into her panties. Lets face it, whether you pay a prostitute or take a GF out to dinner, that money is being moved out of your wallet to have sex with her. In other words, dating is legalized prostitution with the idea that she is only slutting herself out to you, until the relationship is over.
RE: I'm going to kill myself out of loneliness...fuck life
Posted on February 08, 2011 at 08:25 PM (UTC) ( over 2 years ago )wrote the following:
Same here. Been single since 1994. Went through a bad break up and spent ten years getting over her. Now I am 41 and no one wants me either. I have not hugged a girl (beside my mom and daughter) in almost 20 years. I consider myself decent-looking albeit a tad skinny.
Like you, I too will probably kill myself. I have no job, no references and live in MI where there never will be a decent paying job again. Child Support I owe 40 grand + and they suspended my drivers license 4 years ago. I live in a small town with no jobs anywhere and I can't even drive to find a job. For the half of the world that believes in mental illness, I figure this has been screwing me for over 20 years, suicidal depression, raging mania, hot-cold back and forth and pure hatred of everybody due to their constant ridicule of my "so-called" mental condition.
I figured I'd one day in the future lay on a bad of pipe bmbs out in cornfield and blow myself to smithereens.
I'm sick of everyone coming down on me about how I am, my personality, what I need to do to change etc... All easily said and done by those who do it.
And if another person gives me shit about smoking cigs I might just kill them too. Quitting is non-negotiable at this point.
Just wanted to let you know I am in the same boat too. Everyone says they don't hate me when their actions and the things they say, say otherwise.
Not everyone in this world is perfect except those that post snotty comments below my letter, (only they are perfect). L.R. Hubbard called 'em "clears" or whatever, I know I ain't one. If you are one, keep your perfections to yourself. You have succeeded to the point that you have arrived on this website to bring your holy and 'not fucked up life' attitude to this site just to cause trouble and brag about how perfect you are, maybe even telling someone to actually kill themselves. It's people like you that the suiciders want to escape more than anyone. Keep in mind many kill themselves would rather kill you too, but most suiciders are nice people and don't want to hurt anyone, because they know what it feels like more than anyone. So keep running your emotionless-robot Earth mouth, you are true pieces of shit.
RE: I'm going to kill myself out of loneliness...fuck life
Posted on March 17, 2012 at 06:27 AM (UTC) ( about 1 year ago )wrote the following: