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  1. RE: I'm going to kill myself out of loneliness...fuck life

    Posted on July 22, 2012 at 07:37 PM (UTC) ( 11 months ago )
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    4f1aae8804b7856ef98714a0912a0f60

    wrote the following:

    That is not true I too am a very outgoing guy, have many friends am very talkative, confiddent, determined, decent looking, have a few jobs good money for my age 21...have material thigns if life does not put a right girl on my path neither does it put a wrong one, sad I would want anyone...eitherway I have friends who get girls and they don't really know how to make a serious conversation, well I can and I can read on the girls expressions that they are in too me...omg that is the most annoying part there are so many gals who like me but when they try to aproah me I can't respond with a flirt, with a intimate attention from my part...many guys tel m to just wait till we are alone and just kiss the girl plain and simple...I don't know it's just not in my nature and I am not gay or somethign of the sort....I just don't have it in me, even though I', not shy and all that....don't know worst thing in the world to have but not be alowed to touch...it's like being punisehd by fate "see u can have all of this but it's just that u can't u prick!", something like that, and I can't even get too mad about this I know it's my fault I girl won't atept to kiss me first or make the first move...and I know my mistake being to carying and having to much respect for them, not wanting to distrub or iritate....when actually wemon like to be bullied around, b**ched around and ruffled a little. And I don't understand when I see girls complaining about having such bad luck in their love relationships, come on if u really want a guy like u said u woud open ure heart to ure best guy friend and he would treat u like u say u would want tobe treatedbut the truth is that u girls don't want that...all girls have a domination "fetish"....guess out of their need for social position or something like that I don't intend to elaborate on that part......Well never mind the idea is that it sucks and wemon are mean, guys are ignorant and the ones who wake up are the ones who get the girls and who automaticlly are assholes; starting a relationship as asshoes and n the development turning in to loving husbands don't u think ure dad got ure mom rom eing caring and loving at their first date....no he didn't want love he wanted to fuk her, love came after...simple human impulse; I respect wemon therfore I will never have a special girl, for I cant think of a gal with whom I awant to be as a meat chunck so that's it....it is posible to be lonely all ure life

    • RE: I'm going to kill myself out of loneliness...fuck life

      Posted on November 16, 2012 at 05:30 PM (UTC) ( 7 months ago )
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      4c867f2ffc530c001362afb2bef4e4b1

      wrote the following:

      Surprisingly that made a lot of sense to me. I'm the same way I can kinda flirt with them but soon as I get close to telling them how I feel I freeze up. Not literally just turn the conversation around because I don't want to force myself on them its like I have some idiotic thing where they have to choose me even though I've given them no clue as to what I'm thinking or what I feel.

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  1. RE: I'm going to kill myself out of loneliness...fuck life

    Posted on November 16, 2012 at 05:30 PM (UTC) ( 7 months ago )
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    4c867f2ffc530c001362afb2bef4e4b1

    wrote the following:

    Surprisingly that made a lot of sense to me. I'm the same way I can kinda flirt with them but soon as I get close to telling them how I feel I freeze up. Not literally just turn the conversation around because I don't want to force myself on them its like I have some idiotic thing where they have to choose me even though I've given them no clue as to what I'm thinking or what I feel.